A few days of thinking and soul searching have been done since the last post. While I had thought I had a basic direction for how posts should unfold and be written, my eagerness got in the way. So, I took some time to rethink and reposition myself a bit and came to an answer.
I had initially thought to just throw things out about the practice and my studies and just categorize them as I go. Better sense took over and I decided that before anything can be taught, groundwork has to be laid. You don't build a house on the sand and all that...
So I have decided that I am going to begin by laying some groundwork and foundations before I cover anything too deep. Not only will this help you, dear reader, but will also allow me to revisit some ideas and concepts to hopefully get a better grip on this thing. So in this installment I am going to lay out some bare basics not only about the practice but myself as well.
A bit about the Author
I guess the best place to begin is to state that I am self-taught. I did not have a grandparent who secretly taught me any of this at their kitchen table nor did anyone appear to teach me any of this. In fact I was raised between the Free-Will Baptist and Pentecostal sects of Christianity during the Satanic Panic. Anything resembling all this was forbidden to talk or even think about.
No, Ladies and Gentlemen, this all began with a desire to peer behind the curtain of Christianity and see what really was under the surface. I began with studying the lunacy of the Satanic Panic and the rise of groups like PTL and televangelist scammers. However I stumbled down a rabbit hole when I began looking at more 'Orthodox' versions of the faith...more on that later.
For the most part I walked this path alone and while there were various people who appeared and pointed me certain directions none of them stayed long and moved on to other things. Many of them would be shocked at where I have come to from their advice.
I came upon the traditions of the Ozarks, Appalachia and the cunning folk of Britain by a related folklore study and it was years before I would actually chase that particular rabbit. That being said, I want to plainly state that; I am in no way an authority or expert on any of this. I just happen to be someone who has devoted several years of study into various connected subjects and arrived where I am now.
Christianity but not that Christianity
After my initial studies I found a desire to dig deeper into Christianity as a whole and see just what was under the surface. The current Evangelical Churches have done a good job of removing many things that were part of the faith for centuries. The mythology, legends, mysticism, rites and rituals of early Christian sects have been gutted and only a few of them even exist in the most basic of forms today; if anything did survive it was so watered down and bastardized that it is not recognizable any more.
There was surprise, joy and some skepticism in what I found as I dug into all of these things and found not only a faith that was just as dynamic an complex as what the ancient mystics in Greece and Egypt had thought of but that this faith was right in front of me all the time. There was much more under the surface than I had ever known and I was thrilled to find it all.
It was in this course of study that I found two things that would alter the course of my whole life: Christian Mysticism and Celtic Christianity. These two things would form the foundation of everything to come after and are still cornerstones of my life. In fact, everything that I have learned from then to now were and are looked at and on through those lenses and probably will be for the rest of my life.
My daily life includes using techniques from both to get through the day and to continually improve myself. The so-called three-fold path of Purification, Illumination and Unification have been a driving force for years as well as the mystic idea of transformation. As well, Celtic Christianity seems to lend itself to these ideas almost naturally and they make a good fit.
Deeper studies into Folk and Esoteric Christianity followed as well as times where my faith would be shattered by a discovery only to find that it helped me grow. Somehow, against all odds, I divorced myself from Evangelical and Fundamental Christianity and on the other side I found that my faith had grown and not died. I was still a Christian but...not a believer in what could be called mainstream Christianity. In fact I have become quite allergic to it all.
While Christianity is the central pillar of my practice and my chose belief system; it is quite possibly not a Christianity that you would recognize in the Midwest...nor is it even remotely like the 'Christianity' of certain red hat cults.
One Last Thing
We have to come to a point that the rubber meets the road and what is going to be said must be. This is not some feel good, happy manifesting, love-in. It's nowhere near fluffy bunnies and unicorns on rainbows. This path requires real work, a somber and sober look at who you really are and what you could be. There is risk, there is real danger and there is no room for doing any of this half way.
Yes there are great rewards out there. There are things you can and will see that will overjoy and give you feelings of hope you never felt before. This also has the potential for you to connect to something much larger than yourself. But it is serious and required serious work. Do not enter into this lightly and do not think that this is a path to get what you most desire out of life, it's not.
Until next time, take care and Be Blessed.
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